survive/alive

SURVIVE. i feel the need to constantly remind myself that i must survive this. Life has saw fit to supply the path of living with many road blocks, and i simply must push through them. SURVIVE. i feel the need to constantly remind myself to remove anyone or anything that I deem a detriment to the betterment of my future, because i must survive this I will remove them by force. SURVIVE. I am constantly reminded of the fact that I will sacrifice everything I have, every i am to survive this. I offer my blood, sweat and tears as a tribute to the gods. SURVIVE. Behind every corner is some sinister power lurking in the shadow's, laying in wait for me. I can never rest because of this. I am always at the ready to deal with whatever shall come my way. SURVIVE. this word beats in my head like thumping 808's, pounding my brains grey matter with it's solid montra. It has become a tribal chant. as i dance around this raging bon fire, I hold the words tight as I yell them as loud as I can at the full moon in the distance, I want the universe to know I will be here in the end. SURVIVE. I have seen many battles in my life time. My scares are evident but I refuse to hide them. to me they are permanent trophies etched into the skin of this proud warrior. They are also a warning to the fiends that entertain the thought of a battle, that you shall be met with war and mercy will not be given. SURVIVE. heed my call. I send this message out to all that carry ill will. I will fight until blood drips from my finger tips for the day that I am more then a surviver. I fight for the day I become, ALIVE.      thanks for the motivation.