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Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Eugari woody



I awoke out me sleep 4am this morning. Tossed and turned in bed, restless staring at the ceiling. My Television was on sports center, High lights of the night. I didn't really pay any attention because to me something did not feel right. I turned to my cell phone, Emails and some missed text messages. My thumbs in rapid motion as I replied back. But I could not shake this feeling I was getting from somewhere. It was my little sister that woke me up. 4 in the morning, her water broke. I must have felt it also, I know it was the reason I awoke. I loafed around the house half sleep until my phone ringing startled me. At 6 in the morning who could this be? My mothers voice sounded eerie. She said "i have something to tell you", And what was coming next, trust me, nothing in this world could prepare me. "your sisters water  broke, and shes going into labor", "Labor?", "Water broke?". Wait, Is this a joke? no disrespect mom but are you sniffing coke? Water breaking and labor means the coming of a baby. That means she was pregnant, But where was the baby? All the the fighting we were doing, she felt she had to hide it. This situation was crazy I couldn't get my mind inside of it. Rushing to get dressed, I paused to wipe the tears from my eyes, See what you don't know is that my family had died. We all went our separate ways, our lives did divide. On the way to the hospital, I went though a wide range of emotions. I felt guilt like i was the reason this happened. Confused and dazed like "how the hell did this happen?". Then mad as hell like "how the fu*k did this happen?". It felt like a dream but it was real. To tell the truth, I didn't know how I was to feel. I'm in the lobby now, not knowing what to expect. I approached the security guard standing at the front desk. "I'm here to see my sister, she just had a baby" He replied "visiting hours start at 9am" I said "NI**A ARE U CRAZY?" I bald up my fists and said "do I look like a visitor?" I was about to have his fake badge covered in blood. The other guard saw I was gonna flip, assessed the situation and let me in, I looked at the stupid guard and said "don't let this sh*t happen again". As I walked down the hall of the 5th floor, trying to find the maternity ward by the signs on the wall. Made it to the front desk, asked to see my sister. My mom's boyfriend called my name, my mom was in the room with her. My mom came out to greet me, It was clear that I was mad. There was really nothing to say as we were all in total shock. My mom told me she was ok, that slowed the beating of my heart. "They are giving her the epidural, so I had to leave the room" "are you coming in with me" I really didn't think I should. she said ok, but if you change your mind, we are in room 8. I struggled with it, then decided that I will be there if it's not to late. As I walked to the door, I paused because I was unsure. Did I really want to see the pain my baby sister would have to endure? I realized she needed me, now more then ever before. So I placed my hand on the knob, to open the door. I cracked the door and saw a baby, held by the doctor, He said "It's a boy!" the nurse told me to wait a few. Back in the waiting area, I calmed a little more, in anticipation of the life that no doubt I will adore. I saw them cart him off so fast to the intensive care unit. Was he sick? was he healthy? God knows I was going through it. Mom came and said he fine, and your sister is just resting. I walked in the room where she gave birth, I could feel gods blessing. I talked to her for the first time in a long time in fact. I could see she was unsure of how I would react. I held her hand, kissed her forehead, and told her that I love her. "no matter what happens in life, remember I'm you brother" She smiled at me like she used to. That I needed to see. Just to see her smile, meant the world to me. I asked her "whats his name?" he didn't have one yet. I looked at her, smiled, and said "I have something you might like" I recited it with such respect. EUGARI! It's the name I was going to give my son. I want you to have it because Kids? I might not have none. we just talked as she fell asleep from the strenuous task. I left the room to see EUGARI, with my kool ass. They let us in the icu where he was wide awake. He was so beautiful laying there, Another breath I couldn't take. Eugari woody was born. Say hello to the world. Say hello to uncle gene. This young man is now my world. You didn't ask to be here, but I glad that you are. I will do everything in my power so that you can reach the stars. The stakes just got higher, that your birth helped me see. I WILL TAKE OVER THE WORLD....so that you can live free. Eugari woody, I'm so proud, gari I love you to death. I will be a man you can rely and look up to. I hope you walk in my foot steps. I love you nephew.   your uncle Eugene.

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