I will never

I....WILL NEVER.....SEE YOUR...FACE AGAIN.  I won't do it. never again, My eyes won't feast upon your flesh. I detest the site of you. My eyes used to pierce your skin, just like a rifle would do.There was a time in life where my eye's could see nothing in life but you. Now thankfully my eye's will never again see the disgusting site of you.  After the aftermath of me and you, I kept a picture near, using it to fuel my fire burning to take revenge on you. Success is what I wanted you to see me walking briskly into. But now I need no motivation driven by the site of you. I need nothing thats a reminder of you. I no longer need you to see me win. I self motivate to rule the world, the site of you no longer moves my pen. The anger has since subsided, so your visual stirs no emotion in me. The past is just that, the past. I'm past this, Finally I've been set free. The site of you brought motivation, which brought out the dysfunction in me. I had to look in the mirror and realize how petty and childish this grown man could be. I'm working on a better me, One that won't seek to feast on negativity. One that won't motivate himself to rule the world, because he hates his ex-girlfriends imagery. It's 2010, you were 2009. Of you I will never ever ever write another line. I realized I don't need you to see me winning. Because of that, I was losing the whole time. I realized I'm successful not because revenge was dominate in my mind. I realized I'm successful because I AM FOCUSED AND ON MY GRIND!!!!