distant

I cant take this anymore. what have we become? where are you? it seem like your gone but your right here. I can see you but i don't feel you anymore. I don't feel your presence. I don't like this feeling you give me. I don't like this distance you emit. this world we live in was not made for one to walk alone. we used to walk together. are we walking apart? have you found a path more suitable? Is the road better traveled? please talk to me. SAY SOMETHING! have I fallen victim to my emotion? have I become dependent on you? It must be me. I am to blame. when we started I wanted you. now I NEED you. I crave you. I no longer want to play the game's men and women play, rather i want to submit to something bigger then we humans can comprehend. I no longer want to search for a love that I know I have found. I feel alone in this. AM I ALONE IN THIS? please tell me the truth. do you want this? do you want me? yes? then why wont you show me? you leave you on my own to much. I can stand as a man should, but I'm better with you presence to inspire me. The reason I can stand at all is knowing that if I fall, you will be there to soften the blow. will you be there? my confidence is weary. I need to know and you wont say. WHY WONT YOU TELL ME? Please don't do this to me. I cant take this anymore. I let you into my world. I let you inhabit me. you have experienced my cultures, traveled my continents, and sailed the majestic seas of my soul. Is this not a world in which you can live? It has been cultivated for this moment. I have built this world for you. Others have been here, but none have reached this point. They just visited, but will you stay? I don't like this distance. you leave me on my own too much. I miss my love. I miss you. I will be here waiting. I will be here creating our garden of Eden. I hope this is a world in which you want to live. please return, I hate this distance. no thank you for this motivation.