i'll never forget you shaquana, r.i.p

I parted ways with the world I knew. onward to a foreign land called stroudsburg Pennsylvania. i didn't know where it was, let alone anyone that lived there. do you know your brother was the first person i met? I remember walking into that classroom, and dennis and Sean Samuel's was there. dennis and sean was cracking mad jokes , and i was acting like i didn't want to laugh. but we all know how funny sean was. we all ice grilled each other for like 15 minutes until Dennis asked me if I play basketball. the rest is history. damn shaquana that seems like yesterday. seem like yesterday you was calling my name out like only you could in the hallway by the shop class, where we all would chill at the end of the day. how you and liz and all the ladies would come to the basketball games to watch us ball out. we thought we were stars at the Friday night parties after the basketball or football games. I remember how we would all jump in eugene newsomes green Pontiac aka the green machine, and chill in walmart like it was a club. dennis, me, and Eugene aka DHE. D-mac, Hollywood, and eugenus. my brothers. not a day went by that i wasn't chillin at your house, hanging with gene and d, flirting with you while kyle burrel was trying to mac. damn that was funny lol. everyone would come to my house since i lived in town and we would all chill and bug out, because i always had free crib. this hurts. when I got the news I didn't believe it. how could you be gone? how could you leave us? I remember when I would go to church with you guys, Dari and George. d was playing the drums and you would sing. and you could blow too. this was the last thing i thought i would be writing. a poem in the memory of you. damn this hurts. I cried when I got home. I just broke down. they don't understand that we were family. d and Eugene were my brothers and you was my sister. I didn't get the chance to say thank you. thank you for being my friend. thank you for the happy memories. you guys had a profound affect on my life. stroudsburg really changed me for the better and you played a part in that. shaquana I miss you already. you left us way to soon. But If i have anything to say about it I want my kids to know yours. you left behind a son and i hope i can tell him stories of how great his mom was. the memories we made in stroudsburg. we all went our separate ways in life. we weren't as close as we was in stroudsburg. that's my fault. I gotta go on with life knowing that we had a falling out for no reason, and now your gone. now your gone. in your name i will aways remember stroudsburg. I will always remember you. my friend, shaquana. r.i.p