free

please! I'm begging you. LET ME GO! I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to be here with you. don't tell me you need me, please leave me. your holding me back. your holding me. holding my heart. you have my heart. you love me? love...me? how can this be love? this is not love. you lie to me. YOU LIE TO ME! DON'T TOUCH ME. don't you ever touch me again. i...i can't think.....its YOU. your doing this to me. stop....stop please. STOP IT NOW. i see what your doing. you want to confuse me. I know this isn't real. you make me see Lie's. stop distorting the truth. If you really love me then let me leave. let me go. free my heart from the grasp you have on it. free my soul. WHY CAN'T YOU FREE ME? I've done all that you asked of me. I've done you bidding for far to long. because of you I have destroyed all that I have built. Because of you I have hurt all that I have loved, and all that have loved me. your love is killing me. I can not grow as a person with you. you hinder me. you are but a desolate prison and I'll remain prisoner no longer. I will fight to shake loose of you. with everything I am I will fight to free myself of you. I will fight to send you back to the fiery pits of hell from which you were conceived. I have been fooled by your clever rouse for age's. now I see. I see that which is clear. YOU ARE HATE! I was tricked into believing that you were all there was. Never experiencing love how could I know? I know now. I know of love. I see it in the people. I see it in there eyes when they look at each other. their love is so evident I can feel it. it's warm and so inviting. a stark contrast to what you make me feel. Hatred, we are no longer an item. we are no longer in leauge. I have found the love in this world. I have found freedom from you.   Thanks for the motivation.