Hold them back

Hold them back. Be stronger then you've ever been before. please don't let them win, your better then this. fight harder then you've ever had to fight in you life. fight though all the pain. fight through all the strife. hold them back with everything you have. hold them back with all your might. Don't give them the satifaction of thinking that they've won.They want to see you defeated, but the battles just begun. The dam is starting to crack, I feel I can no longer hold this. I want to let this river flow, I can no longer control this. the pain has staggered me, it's too intense for me to focus. This heart has been devoured like a field of starving locust. I don't deserve this hurt, i won't allow myself to go through this. I'm fighting harder now, but I see resistance is useless. I'm starting to circum, it's evident my struggles foolish. Their streaming down my face, leaving a trail thats rather goulish. I tried to be strong, but I can't. Once again I must go through this, I'm crying.......Damn.