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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

stressed out (so write about that dummy)

I could write about love, I could write about sex, I could write about emotional attachment or success. I could write about anything and you would all be impressed, But I can't write anything because right now i'm stressed. Man things are hard pressed because i'm moving like a boss. In the mist of all of these power moves my pen has become lost. instead of writing poetry, i'm writing proposals and signing checks, on my road to becoming the man the world will come to respect. My pen I will never neglect, but writing you gonna have to wait. I'm taking us to the next level, this is the chance I have to take. Understand i'm strong enough to withstand it all, so I won't buckle under the weight. So i'm sorry but writing you gonna have to wait. I'm making power moves, moving like a boss, which is great. I'm building my empire in this state. But i'm getting a little stressed, i'm like "time out " "wait" I need to take a breather, I need a short break. My hairs growing into a short fro, I'm in need of a caezar. But thats the price you pay when it's ceazar that you play, and you realize that your life is not for play, you must stay, while other get to play, you must fight with all your might and work hard from top of the day until bottom of the night. you must scrifice your life. No girlfriend, No wife, not even a jump-off. Forget about a social life. I'm pushing myself to limits normal people can't handle. Wouldn't even think to, Couldn't stand to. try to function off of 2 hours of sleep for a week, see if you can see strait, see if your legs won't be weak. coffee, coffee, coffee. Caffein i've been drinking in my sleep. Whats the point of drinking it now, the coffee grounds I should eat. This is stress at it's apex. Man I feel like i'm gonna die. How much more can I take? How much longer can I go with out sleep? I don't know and I don't care because I'm close to what I want. I'm close to what I want. I"M CLOSE TO WHAT I WANT. Even though I feel like i'm dying, I never been this happy. I'm close to what I want. But right now i'm stressed.     I can't wait to go on vacation. lord knows I need one.

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