function/dysfunction

I seem to function around dysfunction . I've been exposed to it all my life and now I've arrived at this junction, point period in time.The things I've seen as a child, I block out of my mind. The things that hunt me today, I pay them no mind. I've done all I could to change things, but this dysfunction is not mine.It would make no sense to sacrifice my life and valuable time. I grew up in dysfunction, But I fought for a life of normalcy. In my mind I fought battles like the soldiers that stormed the beach of Normandy. The things I saw I preyed to god that they were lies and weren't true. I was never told those things were wrong, But some how I knew those were things I shouldn't do. As a child, people judged me on their actions. I guess they thought I was just like you. And truthfully if I was them, I would think so too. It wasn't just his dysfunction, All of you played a part too. I know the truth, Thats why to this day I don't want to talk to you. I had issues that reached deep from the dysfunction I was exposed to, But I fought for a life of normalcy, because thats what I chose to do. I could sit here and blame my failures on the people that created me, Because I wasn't given a chance to win, but this is what made me. I'm not a victim of the dysfunction that I functioned around. I'm not a victim of the dysfunction that hunts me now. It depressed me to the point that I started to break. I wondered if I would crack, how much more could I take? then I realized i'm no savior and I can not change a thing. If this is how they want to live, then I will let them do their thing. If this situation is acceptable to them, then it's acceptable to I. Theres not point to try, there's no reason to cry. I function around dysfunction because I have no choice but to. I am as great as I can be, despite the horror I was exposed to. I hope within your life, you won't let dysfunction erode you. Be strong.