The vengeance

this is the prequel to ~I will never~  I wasn't going to post it but...well...IT'S HOT lol. 


My temperature is hot to the point my bloods boiling. The hatred I feel for you stays, It chills, loitering. Never leaving me because Of how deep I was cut. Just now I realized How deep the knife was stuck. So malicious, you were vicious and broke part of the knife off. Now the scars can't heal, Which leaves me filled with the vengeance. I've got a blood lust........FOR YOU! When love turns to hate. I want you to live as long as god will allow. I want you to live so you can see me smile. I want you to live but I want you to die inside. I want you to watch as I live amongst the stars. While you accept the fact that that you will never go far. Your life's not even sub-par, you are trapped behind bars. A victim of stupid mistakes that have stricken you thus far. Well now my blood boils and the hatred for you stays. I want you to live but die inside, my success is how you will pay......The Vengeance....I've got a blood lust....FOR YOU. I wonder how much you will be able to take, when you awake to see my face all over the united states. From me there will be no escape and I will help you to see, THERE WILL NEVER BE ANYONE BETTER THEN ME. Such a bold statement, but you know it's true, In life you will live. Inside you will die. The Vengeance. I got a blood lust....For you. I LOVE YOU! But I hate you even more. God help you, for what I have in store. I am going to hunt your fucking dreams more then ever before. VENGEANCE.  

I will never

I....WILL NEVER.....SEE YOUR...FACE AGAIN.  I won't do it. never again, My eyes won't feast upon your flesh. I detest the site of you. My eyes used to pierce your skin, just like a rifle would do.There was a time in life where my eye's could see nothing in life but you. Now thankfully my eye's will never again see the disgusting site of you.  After the aftermath of me and you, I kept a picture near, using it to fuel my fire burning to take revenge on you. Success is what I wanted you to see me walking briskly into. But now I need no motivation driven by the site of you. I need nothing thats a reminder of you. I no longer need you to see me win. I self motivate to rule the world, the site of you no longer moves my pen. The anger has since subsided, so your visual stirs no emotion in me. The past is just that, the past. I'm past this, Finally I've been set free. The site of you brought motivation, which brought out the dysfunction in me. I had to look in the mirror and realize how petty and childish this grown man could be. I'm working on a better me, One that won't seek to feast on negativity. One that won't motivate himself to rule the world, because he hates his ex-girlfriends imagery. It's 2010, you were 2009. Of you I will never ever ever write another line. I realized I don't need you to see me winning. Because of that, I was losing the whole time. I realized I'm successful not because revenge was dominate in my mind. I realized I'm successful because I AM FOCUSED AND ON MY GRIND!!!!

Fresh by Christine Smitz

Your shadow over me looms heavy. Its overbearing
My hand shakes; it aint steady. Im not caring
about what you think or how you feel -
my grip is armed with steel; it's pet name is bic and I'm aimed to kill

Your hustlin your gums and I'm mentally running...across these lines
Smart like einstein, fierce like a feline, trust my fire isnt't benign
I heard through the grapevine your nothin but a typical canine who's only aimin for my waistline
so in between my words and my jawline you get trapped. Your lustful offers imma decline

Me before may have quiched your thirst
Let you run game, pretend I never got hurt
Said all the right things and burierd the real C in a hearst
Dimmed my light so that your supposed fight went heard
but...

Didn't they tell you? I want more now than your weak dollar signs
and those tired lines - independent woman with her own I can't be outshined
Your bling and obnoxious sheen don't make you beam in my eyes
Instead I'm squinting, turning my view to other allies

Do me a favor -don't do me no favors
Hold down your own, do your thing, I'll get at you later
Bring more to my plate than stank leftovers you remainder
Im deep in success...let me live and let me savor"

eugene woody and his glorious oratory "the unhealhty obsession with me"

eugene woody and his glorious oratory "they not gonna like you"

eugene woody and his glorious oratory "no care to spare"

script tattoo lounge presents unscripted vol 1.....what a show.

first off I want to thank Sekayi Guy, Kel spencer, Script tattoo lounge, alador&smith clothing, DJ trauma, Charisse monet johnson (thanks for the plug cj), katrina collins (held me down all night, love you for that) Adam cruz (thanks for the camera man situation, thats why your my dude 4 life), Eugene Newsome, Lee Williams, LaMonica Falkquay,  my big sister Emilia Grant (u the best) and my ball playing brotha Don (good looks homie). I also want to thank Oronde Baltimore, Stormy Mcnair, Melene younglao, Bleu Nile, Riva Flowz, and Lydia "that Rock&B chick" Caesar for just being such talented individuals. This was one of those history was made nights.